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Some obscure unrelated event(s) grabs that suppressed nerve ending and fires it instantly to let loose a deluge of emotions that you thoughthad left you forever. This happens in spite of the inherent awareness that the past can do nothing more than disturb your present and subsequent future.
You tend to perpetuate grave “injustice” to the ones in your life for whom those memories may be anathema, even though they never reveal that emotion. All this upheaval flashes in a matter of an instant, adding to the incessant quagmire of knowing what you want and what you are expected to want. It adds up incrementally to toss you back to square one, wiping off months or years of mental consolation. It finally leads to the omnipresent pessimistic question of “forget Y2K, Why to me?“. Tomorrow is another day…hopefully a sunny one.
by Patrix | on Monday, June 30th, 2003 at 5:01 pm | 
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